Rogue Awakening by Jones Livvy

Author:Jones, Livvy
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2024-08-15T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Fourteen

​I looked up and saw Stefan making his way toward me with careful steps. I knew he was waiting on me to freak out. It was kind of expected from me in his eyes. He hadn’t quite gotten a chance to know the cool, calculated, controlled Jez just yet.

​“Are you okay?” was the first thing he asked me, not ‘what were you thinking’.

​I smiled at him as warmly as I could, but I had the feeling a bit of the sadness leaked through. I couldn’t help that. “Yes, I am okay.” I said with surety. I turned back to the water and patted the space next to me. “It’s time I talked.” I stated languidly. I felt relaxed from my toes to that horridly unattractive wrinkle in between my eyebrows that creases when I’m tense. That sense of ease didn’t happen that often for me, not unless it was about that minute window after an intense orgasm.

​I felt Stefan seat himself next to me and his arm automatically went around my back.

​“Yes, I agree.” He said simply. I ignored the gruff tone and took a deep cleansing breath of cold air.

​“I feel inadequate because I can’t give you children.” I admitted, looking straight ahead and anywhere but his face because I knew I would cry more if I looked at him. “I feel like I have to show you how strong of a mate I am physically and as a leader because I can’t be the kind of mate you want. A mate that can provide and care for children. I don’t cook large meals, and I don’t know the first thing about cleaning because I’m used to room service and maids. I won’t ever be a mother, and as an alpha, a mate that can’t be a great mother is seen as a weakness.”

​Stefan tried to pull me closer and lay my cheek to his chest. I surrendered to his touch and let myself be comforted a moment.

​“I won’t lie to you, I dream of having children with you nearly every week.” Stefan said softly.

​“I dream of our children, what they would look like, how they would laugh, cry, and fight.” I smiled to myself at the dreams.

​“If we had a boy, he would be temperamental like me.” Stefan commented.

​“But his eyes would hold laughter.”

​“Our daughter, she would be beautiful.” He said dreamily.

​“But strong in subtle ways.” I finished.

​“Yes, not so obvious as her mother.” Stefan chuckled devilishly.

​“I wouldn’t hate you if you chose to reject me.” I whispered lowly, half not wanting him to hear me, and the other half needing to get it off my chest.

​“I won’t ever do that.” Stefan said with a surety that left me daunted. Butterflies took flight in my stomach and my heart melted. “As long as you want me, I’ll stay true to you and only you.” He vowed earnestly.

​“I’ll always want you,” I admitted. “It’s just that, I know I can be difficult, hard-headed, feminist, and ultimately human…” I paused for a moment and thought about how I was really more human than any wolf I’d ever met.

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